Anonymous asked: you're beautiful. trust me, once you get to your gw, you'll want to go lower. and lower. annnd lower. it sucks. I hate it. Please, try to eat a little. Just 50 calories a day, then gradually go up every week. I'm begging you. I'm still dealing with all of this b&p shit after 7 years. I'm at 135 and I'm freaking out, but my BMI says I'm healthy. I still b&p though): You will thank me I promise. Just please please try to get better..
im at like 130 now and i feel fucking worthless. i really dont understand why people keep telling me i’m beautiful. you don’t know me? i dont even count calories anymore. i just eat. so fucking much…i used to be 111. ONE FUCKING ELEVEN. that was less than two months ago. now im a fucking whale. again. i dont feel any “better”. “better” sounds like….dead.
